Ting ting Ting
The bells rang, like ballerinas prancing on cymbals. It was light, airy and almost beautiful.
Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting Ting
Yet it went on, until all it sounded like, was a dull rusty monotone, hardly bearable unless you are elsewhere, distracted.
There’s a funeral at the void deck of my flat. And when I saw them assembling the canvas sheets, tables, chairs and portable toilets, the first thing that crossed my mind was Saars. I know it’s bad to have such thoughts but with such circumstances, my thoughts construe things in such fashion (far from the purpose of the things themselves---Julius Caesar).
There’s another funeral at the block beside mine. Tragic. A macabre suspicion hangs in the air.
Whenever there’s a Chinese funeral, red square papers are placed on every floor, by every flight of steps. And as I trotted down to purchase newspaper from ESSO, I couldn’t help feel she might just be standing there. Too much movies. Too much Restless.

I woke up today with the sunrays pouring into my room, a great contrast from the pitch black night that I have slept through. And I could sleep no more. Like tired but restless. ARG. But at least I know I’m born with it. Like some people are born with so much brains. I’m born with a biological alarm clock :)

dream a lil dream...
thoughts in the sub conscious end up as dreams?? i remember del used to dream so often bout o levels. goodness... vivid, lucid dreams, dejavus. wat next??

“Day by day, Sadam Hussien is losing his grip on Iraq…” Iraq Iraq Iraq. I’m showing rather lackadaisical interest into updating myself to the war when I really should. But, wotever. I need quiet.

I Hope wistfully our class can have an outing todae and we can all go out! :) And I was so glad Nic called ydae :) so nice to hear from him. K I juz downloaded some fonts and mark did the wall paper! It’s called toilet wall! Much thanks to both of them for their genius!
Friday, March 28, 2003 11:04 a.m.

get hypnotised by the rain?
i think i'm finally done online. freaKing hell. yep. glad i could do some modifications. Must sae my thanks to shawn & mark for their help. i guess i should go do the housework now. it didn't really rain. what a cheater.
And the cow made me melt again.hello god.
Thursday, March 27, 2003 02:08 p.m.

pitas. i love pita bread. mumm muum. decided to go somewhere less conforming. gonna stae at homme todae. piano's finally gonna get tuned. Had a feast of piano ydae.snippets from Fantasy Impromtu, the god father, music of the night and feeling the grand piano at PS. as usual, i saw saints everywhere. and i'm glad. :) Had fun with my digi cam and neo print ydae as well. good good memories for keeps. good morning world. I hope Saars ceases...
Thursday, March 27, 2003 09:37 a.m.