this is the scene is school: Adonsia is reading of mad links from bored.com Brenda is playing with her cursor at crazyimages.com. We're all suppose to do chinese but i'm failing miserably. Never put me in a computer lab when i have to do a chinese test because it's so much more tempting let my fingers dance on the key boards and let my eyes wander around blogs...Adele is absent today. She is either resting at home...or going down to support her badminton juniors... nonetheless, JAN SAYS HI! sigh... i've got a letter for u u noes... :)
Thank god it's friday. Man i keep thinking about the schedule i have today and it seems that tt's all i want to write about. Okay... now that they've gone for break, i'm left in solitude to write my pitas properly.
Yesterday... was unproductive work wise... i only did two economic essays on price elasticity. However, not all is lost. I managed to re read some of the beautiful poems of William Blake. I recall quite vividly, although i dunno why, the first time i read The Sick Rose. I guess that was my key into the locked doors of poetry. haha yes...there is a smiles of smiles, which is when two smiles... meet Yet my head is somewhat in a swirl... i can't decided whether i like economics or not... I guess it's just the fear of deciding with my heart, which is a horrible see-saw. okay my teacher has to lock the com lab... shall pause for now. tas~.
Friday, July 25, 2003 09:06 a.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t
it's a friday night. this whole week, i have successfully did no work whatsoever. what a floppy week it has been. But aside from studies, of course, everything else is happening! Del, Kang and I are starting on a diet together. :) haha we did make up PE and were inspired.del needs constant reminder but WE all trY! yes congrats carol, u all won gold for SYF! haha :) and sngs won double champion! i think all the SN seniors must have wrote tt in their blogs! we've done it again :)
today is friday. thank god for that. TMR, cel, ai , and nat are going to AJ for some seminar tt i'm attending toO! it's nice to see the pple u know and ya haven't seen for so long! :) yay can't wait. haha my there's stupid delta experience tmr as well... but i guess i wun be attending much of it! haha there is where my eye-candy resides! everyone and their eye candies. we'll all die of diabetes. :) haha donsia and her pw grp mates are at esplanade taking photos with my digi cam! heee i hope donsia cheers up! we mustn't give up despite our bad common tests results!!!!!!!!!!! :)
this v moment, i'm sending photos to gloria. her blog is FINALLY UP and yes, after what seems 10000 years! GP was nice. bollywood captivates... hee!~ haha much better than rogers! his lessons are productive and NOT stressful, unlike roberts. but it's quite sweet tt roberts has decided to wrk in the same sch as his wife.
ALso...today... econs was a laughing affair once again. don and i tried to take photos of our potato teacher aka walking brain... he didnt know! yay. :) haha so corny. i kept laughing. everyone in the class kept laughing. everyone amusing themselves with their own jokes and blaH.... i took 3 photos of the walking brain! so funnie! and he finally saw my cam and he said:" please keep ur camera. and ur handphone. er, i dun want to appear on the internet!" wahahahaha don kept wanting to take photos of his butt! :) so kornieee... Don and del had to fill in a survey form on how they spent their time during the weekend and manda, del, don and i were laughing so hard. it's too difficult to exp why here.Then my econ teacher went for his class just next door! and don and i decided to try to take a last photo of potato once again and i got a gd angle and he had to look up outside the door! his whole class was looking and the commotion outside where don and i were giggling quite madly! haha my eye candy's class as amanda informed me...LOL. anywae...
does all my rambling make sense?? anywae GP Was good todae... we were cacusing bout the iraq war and whether USA was showing modern dae imperialism in this sense... hmmm anywae... we finally got back our GP marks. marcus gladfully told me my grades b4 i recieved my paper. i was quite pleased. my highest this yr and i didn't even do a damn essay plan! point is, don, del and i conluded he was spending a night with Akshir( aka bollywood). hahaha gay tendencies.... so cornie... and oh yes, nat, i told them the dark side joke! hahaha :) credits to u for being so lame.
ALso... i tot my friends how to do "give me a 7", "give me a 9", and "give me a 49". haha so lame. :) coz it's so LAME And LIAN. wahlau ehs. haha :) this is all thanks to clara for teaching del and i CJ tricks :) Listening to the godfather right now. so nice. spent like 2 hours improve and improvise the godfather waltz on piano todae :) haha man i love the song!!!!!!!!!!!! HIgher by creed is a nice song too :)i hope del had a nice majhong session todae :) haha samson said i whined too much. del too... woops. k i shall try to not whine so much! i failed to realise! and yea i hope my friends are okay right now! :)
Friday, July 18, 2003 10:35 p.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t
Clay fingers are fragile.
And when they shatter into the clump of dried mud shards,
they are fingers no more.
PE:today was...mad...as usual. we had the most slack and sleepy PE in our whole entire life. i think aj pe teachers love to spend much of their pe time briefing us...so much so we only had 5 minutes to play badminton. and we ran two warm up rounds...for 1.5 hours.
miss Soh:Chem lesson was interesting too. the teacher came from CJ...only to find tt she can't escape slack students. i guess our class gave her a shock. Like hello... we still exist. haha. she's a paranoid freak and she can't stop worrying bout time slipping away.i quote:"i want to trust you all." del, don and manda were trying hard not to laugh. they all laughed for different reasons. BUt the most amusing of all was don, when she wrote on the paper"She wants to Thrust us." And so tt made me laugh as well. we passed it round the table. and we laughed even more....like thanksss...lol
money issues:i finally ordered my own beef steak during break. spent pocket mooney. but i was bit down in the morning and i guess doing something different would cheer me up. so today, i didn't care bout saving cash.
sto0dies:Clement ong is in a terribly good mood. for two consecutive days he talks bout finding nemo and how green hulk was such a waste of money. i have the idea of quiting bio at the back of my head but as adviced... i shall perservere. hopefully. i still dunno what angeline chong is babbling bout in her lectures. and we haven't recieved our alkane notes when lectures have already begun! hey but i listened...we're at structural isomers. hurhur. yea wadever.wahahaa
procastination:i still have loads to do i realise. the pw file and untouched and unpacked. we have to hand in our file tmr and we need to interview missionaries! i guess tt would have to be DONE during the weekend!
choices:there's a class outing on friday. finally i feel like going for my class outing! but there's my mom's performance cum dinner....which i coldly refused to attend in the morning, childishly. guess i'll choose conrad over pasta mania or cafe cartel. i need my mom to get me a starhub line! appeasement policy. she's performing too as well. i wanna see her do indian dance. man... i always wanted to do an indian dance... but the performing grp were all elderly so yea i wasn't allowed to join. I want to take up social dancing again! but tt would mean money for the dancing lessons. arg mooney mooney mooney! irritating ah... i guess tt's the only thing tt's stopping me la. i mean i think i need tt money for like bio tution of something. all these dna synthesis, mRNA, blah blah blah is driving me nuts... angeline is mad and clement is unapproachable. so yea... tt leaves me w not much of a choice. i shall see. haha hopefully i can find a teacher to teach me bio and chem together!
out of place: my ez link is still with the authorities. ccb to stay in sch till six, since there was no ld. i await to watch dumb and dumberER. yes i'm really getting a combing hair addiction...haha i dun care!
final thoughts:
-yesterday's qt was lovely. psalms 139.Lord, your knowledge of me is too deep, it is beyond my understanding. Where could i go to escape from you? Where could i get away from your presence? If i went up to heaven, you would be there. If i lay down in the world of the dead, you would be there. If i flew away beyond the east or lived in the farthest place in the west, you would be there to lead me, help me. I could ask the darkness to hide me, or evben the light around me to turn into night, but even darkness is not dark for you, and the night is as bright as the day.
-my favourite mistake, and paperbag swirl in my head. Del was nice enough to sing "more than words" and yes tt was a nice nice song too.
-downloading experience was sucky today though. couldn't fish out any damn song!!! oh welll... i found plenty of better things to do. who needs the songs! haha i can sing them! no la...haha
-talking was funnie today. it was weird. i couldnt even look straight into the eyes, hold a decent conversation, give a civilised answer. i find it difficult to say hi too coz ... haha. Like one minute i know you and 1 minute i pretend not to know you. "why, does, it , always end up like this?"---song from tori amos. man she sings so beautifully... " it's somewhat amusing. i feel hum jee.haha hilarious as well... but yes yea, wadever...
-i wanna get a henna tatto this weekend! anyone care to join me??
k i hav to do my PW now... it's nine! yea time to start work! :) hmmm do i sound like someone? okay im content. joel is our class's hermoine granger. hehe
not a red rose, i give you, an onion.
Wednesday, July 9, 2003 08:07 p.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t
Not a red rose, or a satin heart,
i give you, an onion.
It is a moon wrapped in brown papper.
It promises light, like the careful undressing of love.
Here it will bind you,
with tears like a lover.
It would make your relfection,
a wobbling photo of grief.
I'm trying to be truthful.
not a cute card or a kissogram.
I give you, an Onion.
It's fierce kiss will stay on your lips,
possessive and faithful as we are,
for as long as we are.
Take it.
It's platinum loops shrink to a wedding ring,
if you like it.
It will cling to your fingers,
cling to your knife.
---by carol ann duffy.
Saturday, July 5, 2003 09:45 p.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t
yes happy birthday to me on the first of JOOly. wat was my initial eager anticipation for non stop going out for thurs,fri and saturday, have now been soddened my the heavy raindrops tt fall from the sky, maybe.
thanks for the happy birthday sign shawn. i like the dancing stick man. i hope the flour is out of ur hair already.
Yes does dumb and dumberer, the freedom from the disappointing and tragic common tests, and late nice chats with your friends over coffee sound appealing? definitely. but oh well... i guess my imagine enjoyment-plan had to be abandoned. at least i finished potter. No bones about it. :) harry potter was very worth it! i can't wait for the 6th ans 7th installment of harry potter.
Also...my trip to little india and eating nice nice briyani rice and chicken masala thosai, along with nice home made ice lemon tea and endless trips up and down the north east MrT line... well... what more can i ask, plus a dancing stick man on the guestbook, and dear friends bearing my moods through sms. :) yes that would be suffice.
Saturday, July 5, 2003 08:20 p.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t
the commons are tmr. i dunno what to feel. no, actually...i'm scared to feel and think too deep into it. haha so f*** it. Gay wrote me 5 msg to cool my nerves on ct. and i thank him for tt. it was so out of e blue. i didn't expect a sharing over sms. but i guess god wanted me to know, remember and be not so stressed.
went to church in pants. i have revived my liking for them due to the horrendously hot weather although now it's starting to pour... yet today i felt like i was in pyjamas.even pple in my church know bout e death of her. it's tragic. my condolences.
hmmm reading econs essay outlines now. it's such a pleasure to read rather than do stupid mcqs. haha thought bout Helen Yeo and Partners again and the times i worked there. so funKie. hurhur. oh well... came on to rattle out and have a break. Coffee Twix is nice! and i'm so glad del finally signed my gbook. hah! :)and hey shawn, if u read this, pls give me ur long journal add k? (if u want. i shan't force you.)
once again, i promote my photos page. JUst Click on Vodka.Broadband, rocks!
you strip away the emptiness that surrounds me. Sweet surrender, is all thatt i have to give. praise e lord. :)
Sunday, June 29, 2003 12:01 p.m.sl[i]p swe[3]t